tired + cried

Today when i woke up at 3am i saw a touching msgs..this msgs let me cannot slept back if cn sleep also can smile..hehe...Oh no~Doctor said after 10 days need back again clinic..i dun want..><..i hate eat medicine..so many days i ate already..After back from clinic rest a while,ice come my house..^^..when he want bek i cry non stop..T.T..He so bad,said me is [ku bao chyi]..bt i know he don want me cry want make me laugh bt my tear don want listen to me...Cry non stop..I know i hapiness than everyone i should contentment..bt if can i hope you can accompany more n more time..♥ ..